What do you want to achieve in life?

I have been asking myself for a couple of years for this question, what is my targets in life?

Is that one must have written down their wishes then realized it one by one?

Years ago, I dream to become an engineer, without knowing what exactly engineer is doing, it is just because I like Physics and Mathematics. But reality have pull me down when I finally failed myself in my Physic test and I start thinking again of walking through this path. Since then, I lost my way of where I wanna to go.

Where is the strongest point you hold?

To be honest it is a hard question for me to answer.

I thought I am observant but I do realized I missed out important points sometimes.
I thought I like challenges but I do step backwards when there is uncertainties, unless one thing, when there is no way of return.

If I have a choice, I am willing to be one who gives support to the people  instead of accept the support from others. But the world is rotating in a circle, there must be two ways instead of just a single pathway.

Walk out from the study platform to working life, I thought my job will be ended up in lab, hiding at the corner and do  my work. But lucky or not, I have been sitting in  the office, dress nicely and dealing with people everyday, whether in or out from the office.

Glance back of the journey, which of the pathway is all well planned?

No, it doesn't. Each of the journey is made unplanned and it bring me to where I am today, which I am also confusing where do I reach now.

So until this stage, I thought I can still to be who I am for the initial few years while I get my work experience. Life has been like fast forward now, people start asking what is your goal in the next 3 years?

Is it one must have a target in order to strikes and climb?

I always thought I will just do the best for what is available and get ready when the time comes.

But no, I have missed out also a lot of opportunity given because of not holding them strong enough.

Yeah, it time to think about why and what I want to achieve for life and make a real plan for it. Muahahaha