Happy New Year

3rd January 2012   Tuesday

Later on at 2.15pm I will have my very first paper for this semester final examination! I am relieve that it is English paper which I don't really put much hope for it, neither I am able to score well. I had been weak especially in my language paper, I hate grammar, don't like to memorize the rules; bad in vocabulary, a lot of words that I couldn't recognize them; not need to talk about content, I should say I used to blog about nonsense, which are not really contain any useful content.

So I can't make myself believe that I can do it better, although somehow I wished I have try to improve it. But reality shows me that at least now I haven't make any improvement so far. I bet you can easily tell me that I have grammar mistakes in this blog post, agree? Even the spelling I am depending on the computer to let me know my mistakes.

Now it is year 2012, a whole new year for a new beginning may be? I hope so, I hope that I could make some changes on myself especially the self-motivation. I need to be motivated to study, or I need myself to do anything without keep looking for excuses to play games. Instead I could make myself to read more articles, to study more for knowledge, to prepare myself for a better tomorrow. I know I have so much need to be done but I can't stop myself from being off from Facebook, or just simply go and play Sims.

I am serious, I need a new life to achieve more, I just read through an articles about goals again. Yes, we shouldn't just set a goal, we should write it down the ways we will do to reach them.

For Facebook, I seriously have got too much of excuses to on it for the communicating people purposes, and I am partially bored with it already, so I can just leave it like that. But for The Sims, either I can try to control myself to open it only occasionally or else I am going to delete it very soon. I am now halfway of my degree and my result is dropping badly, in order not to regret after someday I should do it before it is too late.
Experiment end until the Semester reopen. I shall see how is the progress. ( I know it will be too late for this semester result >.<)

Another problems of me is being fixed mind-set. I have been told always, or maybe I should consider it as cheated that I am clever. For the truth saying is I am NOT the genius, so I should have study more, by studying hard or studying smart, it is actually both paths that I should take. In order to study smart you have to study hard first to gain the basic knowledge, then only during the examination time you can pick the important one to do your revision, yes, am I correct? Anyway, I will "try" also. Hopefully it will not too late for me to study and bring back my result to the right path. I am actually not exam oriented, I don't really care about what the result are, promised it is not too bad, but what I care is when the result is bad, it shows that you don't understand enough the content of lectures. So I shall change my mind-set again? blur..

Planned to have at least 3 points for my blog of today, but its 2am now, passed my bed time for quite some time already, I don't really used to sleep so late, so i shall say Good Night to everyone and Good Luck for those who are having examination. Oh no, Luck shall not be miss used. So I shall say lets burn the midnight oil together for this very last moment of the exam. Your hard work sure at least will be better than you are playing games. ( I am telling myself LOL)

Once again, Happy New Year!!