Two letter to Jiao wei

Dear Jiao wei,

I have told you, not to cry so easily, You are Big enough, to withstand the pressure, You should be mature enough, to deal with it.

It has been several times you cried in front of your classmates during your secondary and it frighten your friends. So not again please. There is no use, not even anyone will feel pity for you but they will just think that you over reacted.

Take care my dear.

Re:
I am trying myself so hard to control my tears from dropping,
Missing home but cannot go back due to so much of things to be done in here.
Before that is keep thinking about the cultural night, so much to be settle on that time and until I myself try to escape from it.
Now, I thought I can be relieve after the cultural night on the mother's day, kept thinking to call home but ended up i missed it. and tonnes of works, presentations and lab reports almost drives me to crazy but still have to be done.
And for someone which I try to keep in touch with dont wan to reply me any message making me so disappointed.

Seriously I dont like so many things clamp together and thats why I need people cooperate, I dont like to repeat another time when I have clarify it. I dont like the stress. Sincerely.

If crying is the tool of relieving my stress, I hope after this I can be strong again.

Regards.

Penang Marathon

It will be the third time for me to join for marathon for this year. As I never expected also, I will be fall in love to join it again and again.

The first time, I run with my cousin until the end I left her behind.

The second time I run without anyone accompanied. Just follow my speed, my heart.

And this time, I wonder will there be anyone with me. But still I would love to join.

Because I love the challenge that first time when people heard about that I am joining it first time for the half marathon, all say I am crazy.
Because I love the feeling when you achieve it when people told you it is almost impossible for layman like us.
Because I love the the satisfactions when you get the medal and after that the qualification certificates.

And most importantly, what I have seen along the journey.
Not everyone join in the run is as young and energetic as us, but still they try their best to run and get back to the finishing line within the time range.
There is an uncle I met when I almost giving up, his leg got injured already, but he continues his journey. A man come and approach and ask whether need help to call the ambulance, but he said he wanted to complete the journey and get the medal. The man ask why is it so important? The uncle reply, because I wanted to collect it. Haha.. so cute yet so much to be respect and learn from him the spirit right?

There is more uncle and auntie which are older than us and yet their spirit never lost to young man like us. So lessons earned through these journey. And are all to become my spirit for all this long. Never GIVE UP easily.

my first time for marathon =P

That's why, I am here ready for my 3rd time half marathon.

So anyone is interested to join me?! XD


p/s since everyone asking me to reach the full marathon. Hmm, I am start thinking for it for next year already! but see how is it goes lol... hahahahahaha. if with enough time for training.. hmm

This is just a random blog post.

Too much things to do, until I dont know put which one as the priority, I tried my best to balance it but seems that I faced a failure afterall.

This sem, I have make myself busy on joining the Chinese Society Cultural Night. I knew that I will be busy, but do not expected that it can be until such a situation:
I have such a long time never even eat with Elizabeth until got complaint by her.
I have such a long time never go for jogging *my favourite sports in usm due to Elizabeth.. My target to slim her down.. LOL
I have such a long time never go for a sing K session or even just a movie..
I have such a frequent came back late in night *or I shall say early in the morning*

and now, I have a serious headache, not really headache but dont sure is due to the always burning midnight oil, my anemia symptoms again. After sit down long when stand up will feel the world is turning, face the laptop light will feel it is too bright although I have turn it to the darkest. And many more. I know that I need to be control my health already but I just do not have extra time for it. >.<

I know the experience is precious in my Uni life, my 4 years if it only left to study is really not worth for me to enter university. So I wont regrets of joining it.

Gains and losses, I can gain experiences, friendship, learning from others, do those things that I will never do if I din join, hmm.. but I losses my health and have a hard time on my studies. haiz...

Promise to myself, after this sem, i will just focus more on study and of course my health. First year time I have tried to focus on sleeping earlier. Now I will try to balance it between the activities and studies again.

Feel sorry to friends that always try to keep in touch with me but I am in a busy mode. I will spent time for u all too.. Very soon I will enjoy the sweets after the event already! Wait me!!

I will be back to NORMAL soon~~~ for believes, we turn the almost impossible to the possible~~ Its is life, and now i am experiences the sour, the spiciness, and the bitterness. there have been sometimes for the saltiness to come out *my tears T.T* but I believes that we will enjoy the sweet very very SOON!!!

Thanks guys for your understanding and cares. Love you all. For all spiritual and mentally support and of course for the one who giving an helping hand too!!

  Love to look at the sky, to enjoy the nature arts from the GOD. Yesterday night although I am walking alone back to hostel at 230am in the morning, I saw the full moon, it accompany me until I reach my room. XD. just feel so bad that I disturb a couple kissing in the middle of the night.. Oh gosh.. Love is really that crazy until cant you guys date on the daytime?? .. @@.. Faint but must reach my room first.. hahahaha..

The Artistic Feast.

This is why am I so busy this semester-- Joining the Chinese Society's event for the annual concert. First time in here I join for such a big show. Busy but I know that it worth now after I see for their practice on Friday.

For a performer, it can take months to years to practice to make the show perfect! It is not easy at all, the only thing they wish are to have the stage for them to perform, and have the big loud applause from the audience.
A great performance are sure to take a lot of efforts and it took us for almost half a year for the preparation. First time, I join as a committee to learn things from the beginning, all on our own, although there is still guidance but a great improvement for learning.

And now, this is where we reach, the performance day is just 3 weeks away from us. So much things still left undone, and studies have to be carry well at the same time. What I can do is to stay strong and stand until the day!

Along the period of joining, alot of sweet and sour we have gone through, I am sure not so much compared to my friend Daisy, as she is the vice-chairman of the event. I join also because of she.. muahaha.. my big sister in USM here, I dont know why I am still like to find one elder than me which can guide me and support, at the same time I would like to show my support too.. ^^

Really want to hug her and say thank you for her always supporting although she is so busy..
Trying her best to accompany me when reaching a strange area for me.
I wan to shout loud loud I love you so much my Da Jie Da!
Add oil ba, to our studies and also the great show awaiting... Muackzzzzz!!!

From all the trouble faced,

I know that I am not alone, with friends and other members that always supporting each other.
I have met a lot of friends,
I have make a lot of memories,
I have earn a lot of experiences,
I have gained a lot, knowledge and thinking.

Learn the process of how a great show is to be start of,
Learn how to be supporting,
Learn how to be leading people,
Learn how to communicate,
Learn how to be decision making,
Learn how to manage my time,
and I am still a lot more to learn until today!!!
I know that this will be a great one, with believes only we can reach until this stage.

So what? I am also struggling my studies at the same time, I know that everyone else is also busy, even more busier than I am. Thanks all, for the great experience so far!!

GO Go go!!! The Artistic Feast, A memory for you and me greatly present!!!

Earthquake? Tsunami?

Today has become the memorable day in my lifetime. The first time in my life, 11th April 2012, after so many times I excitedly tell people that when the earthquake shaking I am in my dreamland, this time, in a very good sunny day while I am playing the computer after finally I done one homework(I play more than i really on work) I feel the floor is shaking, the chair i sit on it is shaking, the table which my hand lay on is shaking.. I cant really feel my books or other things on the table is shaking so I thought it is just I faced too much on computer today.

So to make sure I am blur on that time, I went on bed and sit down..
"Yeah.. nothing arr.. "
but still feel not safe, so I go sit on floor..
"Yeerrr.. i got feel the vibration leh.."
"hmm.. lets sit back on the chair.. "
"Aiyerrr.. Damn it is really SHAKING wei!!" no joking..
Quickly shut my laptop and go down~~

so thinking whether Elizabeth back from dinner, then ignore her and save myself first.. Go down by using the stairs.. As I am alone and is first time feeling it. SO I am still thinking whether I have make a mistake.

But then got another China girl walk down from upstairs, at the same time calling her friend, I start feel scares ad.. After reach the ground floor, try to call Elizabeth..
"Eh, do you feel the vibration??"
"Huh?"
"Don't you feel it? Like earthquake or what leh.. I am already at downstairs liao.. faster come down!"
"oh.. Okok"

Called daddy.. Very long time dont answer my call.. Start to feel the urge ad... Finally got reply..
"Pa, I dont know what happen but then I feel the shaking just now.. Help me to check on the news what happen arr" ~~ start to feel like crying after listen to their voice..

Then a missed call from JiaoMei, OPS.. she is in Penang Island also! Called back but failed.. Argh.. so so scary.. but still try to calm myself down.. *take a deep breath*

Then finally got message from JiaoMei, "We can feel the strong vibration from the house."
"I feel it too, now at the ground floor jor"
So I call again.. "We also go down ad.. Now on our way to QB..You want to go along with us?"
"@.@ still got mood to QB? No thanks wei.. I got friends with me also.. Don't worry"

Wait for half an hour, go back room. See it back in Facebook, everyone post about it. Then come out with the Tsunami Alert.. Argh.. No mood to work on assignment anymore. Take bath. After that, go to cafe want to eat dinner. But all close. Find Elizabeth who just ate her dinner not long ago..
"Accompany me to go for dinner later"
"Oh, where?"
"Roti bakar or korean food?"
"Oh.. okay 715"
"Okay"

Go Roti Bakar and eat the most expensive food (Elizabeth eat the 2nd time dinner.). then not forget yesterday the ice cream I wanted to eat. So enter 7-11 buy one with Elizabeth also buying (fat woman)..

Enjoying the wind..(today wind really very strong).. after reach hostel, a group of people downstairs.. I felt so worry.. "eh, got any shaking again just now o not?"

Elizabeth go and ask. Nothing happen.. Huhu...

Go back room. Everyone continue sharing. And some friends come and give spiritual support.. @@.. Feeling so touch.. Called home again inform that nothing big happen..

Countdown and wait for the time to come.. Finally it is 9.11pm nothing happen. Continue chit-chat. Until now.. Update it. and Feel tired. But promised for supper later.. Haha.. Maybe a short one la.. Good Night every one. I am safe. Dont worry. =D

We Not Naughty

As I always like to say, life is unpredictable. I had made my own mind that today I must go and watch movie "the hunger games" since a few day ago and even reject Kha Pui's invitation to sing K. What a first time in my life huh? But suddenly Elizabeth and me got a meeting at 12pm so have no choice but to delay our plan.

When we reached Queensbay Mall it has already pass 2.30pm and the movie is already on show and the next movie is on 5.20pm. After discussion we decided to watch another one, "We Not Naughty". Actually not choosing it because it is a Chinese based movie and scare Elizabeth do not understand it but as fate so we choose to watch it. XD

The movie two and a half hour long. And after so long I have watch a lot of Romance or Action movie, I realize that I am still so easily cry out. A nice movie mustn't be a really big and fantastic one. A simple movie like this also nearly make me cried on the spot.

The hero is always whom you meet in your life, it is not necessary to appear only in those action movie. I can't really count how many small story that the director try to put in the movie to try to remind us to be aware off.

1. As I saw quite frequent recently, people trying to share in Facebook, quoted by Albert Einstein: If you judge a fish on its ability to climb a tree, you will sure treat it as a stupid. I don't remember the exactly one. But is always the meaning of everyone has got his own talent and should be appreciate regardless on his performances in the examination.

2. A good Teacher is always appreciate-able. In the path of learning, we really need a good guidance to lead us along the way to the top of the mountain. It may be tough, as kids nowadays are hard to control as we always think that the adults cannot understand what we think, but a Good Teacher, with enough patient and willing to help us in any circumstance, really will melt your heart and a strong relationship will build.

3. How much is a Mother scarified when gave birth to everyone of us. When they old, they might be always complain, they might be so ridiculous to us, still she is our mum, who carried us for ten months and brought us to see the world, you couldn't understand how much pain they had to suffer in order to give us the life.

4.    How actually the internet can affect our life, apart of giving the convenient of communicating the world, it actually harm us a lot especially for the rumors to fly over the area, the country and even the whole world. How scary is people can do to spread the rumors, when normally if one people talk, it would just consider as fake one, but when everyone share it, you might just treat it as the real and believe it.
It is actually uncountable that how many people get killed by the internet, by the people who created all the fake news. Seriously, it may KILL PEOPLE!! When one cannot withstand the pressure and the rumors that fly around about him or herself.

It is much faster than spread it by women's mouth!!!

5. A very common scene while I am working in the Casino. Today you might earn a lot and you feels that the lucky star is by your side and you don't want to lost the chance to be earning more. You will become more and more greedy and thought that you are the God of Gambling.
Yes, I have seen too much of the similar example in the Casino and I hate it. The feeling of really play with the gambler is totally different. A lot which I met is they might earn a few k today, and they are so greedy that they think the luck is on their side so they must earn all the money from Casino. This make their crazy face out and it is really so ignoring.

Of course, there is a lot more we can see from the movie. Yeah, learn to appreciate it again and again. By the way, I am actually trying to find for a sodoku book for me to train my brain, unfortunately I can't find the cheaper one. so Ended up I found one book for emotion management. Guess that I should spend sometimes to look at what I have to really improve.. =D

Got time I wish I can make a note on the movie "A simple life" also. Those are really a good movie, without a lot of action, and it is really simple and yet it touched my heart. This is what I imagine a good movie should be, start from what is happening around us, very simple but meaningful.

Just like the colors in the beakers, it seems so complicated but we actually just make it from natural source, boil the red cabbage for 15 mins, then change the color by adding acid or alkali with it. Anything from the kitchen could be acidic, and alkali just simply adding it with salt..

AWESOME don't ya?? hehe

18/3/2011

There are a lot of things to be done yet there are a lot of thing already done. Most of it is EAT. I have taken a lot of nice meal in this weekend particularly.

After the heavy class loads from Monday to Thursday (I have to enter lab for 3 times a week), finally I found a reason to go out for relaxing after Friday short introduction meeting for stage decorations members. I am the group leader. Although I don't want to be one actually, but the job I have receive must be do my best also. =D

Ya, right after the meeting, we went to Queensbay Mall for a lunch and movie. Lunch at Manhantan Fish Market!

It's pre-celebrations for Kha Pui Birthday, she is officially 22 now.. hohoho...
Movie for Simple Life. A kind of artistic at the same time touching one..

Saturday plan was to study, study and study. But ended up I can only study (without entering my brain also) for 2 chapter only. (OH my GOD. how to survive?!) then fall asleep until my sister called me, because I have to take the car from her for Sunday hiking in the National Park in Penang, Teluk Bahang.

After reach my sis's house, she decided to accompany me for dinner, then talk about to watch movie ==". But entertainment always come first before anything else. Hahaha. So we went for a movie at night. <Dance Dance Dragen> is totally a Chinese New Year movie! I wonder how can it appear until now. Anyway, just for the sake of relieve tension, it is not a bad choice. The baby in the movie is simple awesome ! hahaha

Ate my dinner as Sushi King.. Double set meal.. lolz.. (not taking it down if not you must be asking me to keep fit again... =P

Back to hostel at around 12am. Try to do the on-line quiz for Accounting and Finance minor course, half an hours is not enough for those unprepared like me. Sleep around 1am, and wake up at 6am the next morning (had only 5hours sleep).
Very energetic to go there. But after a few steps starts to feel regrets already. Anyway, it became better after the body cool down. We were just continuously walk and walk, without taking a rest in the middle. Reach Pantai Kerachut about 1 hour and 8 minutes.

Enjoy the sand (feel the salt more) by lying down and play with it. Forget everything, let the mind clear of all kinds of thoughts. See the other 3 guys playing around at the same time just lying there with Sue Anne. I really enjoyed a lot. Hehehe. =P

We are good friends after the first day we meet in USM, everyone's first day in the orientation, and the only and one friendship that continue until today, not weaker but stronger. We have a lot in different and yet I enjoyed being crazy with her too. At the same time she also doing something crazy for me. As for today, she is having flu, and also just came back from trip to Medan, Indonesia last night, yet still she willing to accompany me for this tiring journey.

The story hasn't end for today, after rest enough, we are trying to find boat to back to our original position. But there is no LINE! Haha. Although there are boat who are there to wait for people come and approach, there is only 5 of us. They ask for rm80 for return trip. Although we actually can ask others whom can go back with us too. But suddenly in my thought, I requested them to walk all the way back.
And they really followed what I said, hahaha.. Good Brothers and Sisters I have ya? and this time we used another 1 hour to back. Its simply awesome as we not aspect we are able to do it! Muahaha. The experience after reaching back the main gate is so much satisfaction!


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