16/02/2018

I don't know what title to put for this blog. Today is the Chinese New Year first day, the big day for most of the Chinese, the time of the year for family gathering, I finally get some break. 

I have come back to Melaka for the celebration of course, after missing the one last year due to far away from home. 

Last few weeks has been a little busy, to settle the wake for my mum and to reply to those friends who are really concern. Sorry for those short reply on that few days as it was really long day for us, the sisters. 

Thanks for those who understand and find me later at the time and to ensure that I am alright. I even get the love all the way from NZ to Malaysia! 

I can't say I am good but with all the love and supports from family and friends, I am doing fine and thank you for all the understandings, and all the calls and meet ups to talk to me, to listen to me and to show your care. 

I am indeed, feeling all the love and care, and more appreciate of all the freedom and lesson my father had taught me when he is still around to prepare our independent and the ability to survive on our own. The little girl who don't even dare to take a public transport in secondary, had made her way to the outside world again and again. Only that she has been gone too far, too far until she refuse to go back home. One thing that made him proud yet disappointed. 

And then for my mum, I am always the little princess at home too. Even the last few months she is not able to cook, she will still ask the helper to cook me good meal whenever I tell that I am coming. I did not do much as a daughter, but only glad that I managed to come home, meet her and talk to her especially the month of October before I started working again.

She has been standing up strong after a few times of falling. This time is coming too soon. I am not ready for it. Yet, it has become the fact and nothing can changed. 

I always feeling sorry of being not a good daughter. However it is always not the reverse way. Even if history do repeat, I would chose the same path. 

Thank you for both daddy and mummy, for being understanding, for not forcing me the way you want me to be. Thanks for the freedom, thanks for the letting go.

Thank you for all the family members supports. We are not always meeting up one another but we can always feel the love. From the first step of me stepping to the university at Penang, the very first step of learning to be independent from home, until I graduated, started working, and when I am far away from home. 

Thank you for all the friends who are concern, I feel all the love also. These amount of love, have very much filled for this year valentine. I am not always feeling alone or lonely without a life partner, thanks to all these good people I met in life. Of course, I do hope to find a soulmate in life soon. Meanwhile, I will stay strong and life will still go on. 

Thank you for all the wishes and blessings too. Lastly, wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year, this year just a simple wish to everyone to stay safe. However life is short, do go ahead with whatever challenges that scare you most. With that, you grow and be stronger than yesterday. 

Little sheep is now with that Wanaka Tree, New Zealand. 

The lone tree that standing in the middle of the sea, 

alone but not lonely, 

with all the tourists that visiting everyday, 

and sometime the bird that resting on it. 

My most favorite spot in New Zealand. =D

Jan 2018 Application of Working Holiday in NZ

Two days later, 25th Jan 2018, 5 am will be another year of opening for Malaysian Working Holiday Scheme to work and travel in NZ.

It is just like yesterday, I applied for the working holiday, but it has been 2 years ago, and I have also returned home for good.

Recently, some friends come and ask me about it. Some has been long planned(we discussed it when we were still in university) and finally it is the good timing for her to apply, some has come and approach for advises and tips.

Initially, after come back from working holiday, I was quite discouraging people to go for this working holiday, especially If you are in doubt if you do want to go and worry about getting a job when you return.

But soon after talking to one of the good friend, she make me be more neutral.

I just hope those who go for this working holiday is really looking for a good change and change from within, it can be a challenge for a lifetime, or just a break from the hectic life.

I was considered very very very lucky, to get it the first time I apply it and without much preparation to go.

I was also very very very lucky that I managed to get job along the period with little gap in between. Not mentioning that the 9 months travel period is FOC and the experiences and the friendship I gained is worth for this betting.

While I was there get bored with the rolling kiwi berries, I did discuss the luck that we get the visa with a friend there. We did, eventually get into the conclusion that, some times the luck come is not only faith that we have, but is the persistence that we fight to become who we are today.

Last week, I also started back to read, this book is also kind of linked with the same concept, it is some how your belief and you really go for it, that made your dreams come true (刘墉 «不疯魔，不成活»).

You have to be crazy enough in order to live your life.

While going for another working holiday will not be my next destination, I do look forward for more life changing experiences.

Good luck to all those who are going to apply the working holiday this round, be calm and if You get it, congratulations, go for it and make it a good lifetime memories. If not get it, it might means there is more duty for You to stay and do what you need.

I do trust life changing situations is everywhere, it is not starting with a new country but starting from a little mindset.

Can you withstand such a long period without nasi lemak and sambal???

If not, learn to cook yourself first before you go.

The nasi lemak is not cook by myself, I only eat it. She is The one who advice me to be neutral, while she thinks that she will not brave enough to travel alone, I am always thankful for her kindness to cook me good food and bring me around when I visit her. 

Not everything can be ready in time though, so be flexible, help others and let others give you a hand too. 

This is the lesson I learnt the most during my working holiday period and everyday.

Good luck people! 

Roundup for 2017

This will be my last post in 2017, this year has been a really good year for me.

Exactly one year ago I started my working holiday journey in New Zealand, which means a lot to me in this one year. All the stories happening in this year, all the people I met this year, I have make it through the one thing that I never thought I can really make it.

Solo travelling at a new country. 

I was consider really lucky for this trip as I have got a job offer before I leave Malaysia. Thus, there is less worry for me to start the whole journey.

It is hardly to consider "solo" in fact. In a very short time, you gets to know new people and start making friends, thus, you are not alone but open up your world map by travelling solo.

Making new friends from the world. 

Nine months is really short. It was just like a dream. Huei became the first friend come to visit me in Malaysia. She is also the last friend I say goodbye in NZ. Now that she has also go back to her home country Taiwan. And I got a surprised parcel today all the way from Korea, Omni Liz has sent me some snacks, making my itchiness to start plan for trips for visiting again, but don't ask me when is the time. I am running out of leave so please do come and visit me in Malaysia people!

New knowledge gained. 

Working in the packhouse; staying in the orchard; quality control; talking to the people; listening to the stories; factory visiting; wine tasting; work exchange; and a lot more, it makes me gain new knowledge from yesterday.

Start from Zero and Restart

I have take the risk to leave the company and come to a new country. Then return back to where I left. I know that I have not wasted this year to this journey and I learn to be more appreciate compared to the past.

Now, I am ready for the new year to come, look forward for more adventures and challenges awaiting ahead.

Photo: 

Me after working for 300 hours ++ in a month for the cherry season. 

Taken at Rob Roy Glacier, New Zealand. 

23 Dec The Long Awaited Wedding for Asmeelya

Last weekend, it was a long drive to Penang since after the convocation in Nov 2014. This time we travel together again for our beloved buddy's wedding ceremony. Knew it exactly a year ago from Iznie about the wedding, one event that I cannot missed it because is for Asmeelya! 

She is one of the participants that went together with me to the student exchange program in Thailand. She is one of the key person who started to travel together with me and explore Thailand together. She is also one of those Malay friend that I started to know more about their culture, their religion and also their thoughts about us. Simply because we stayed together for four months in Thailand and rely on each other a lot. A place we have to learn a new languages together and surviving there.

Time have been flying. It was 6 years ago since we started the student exchange program in year 2011. I barely still remember about the study life there but occasionally still able to use my basic Thai conversation when I met Thai people, e.g. Fai in the company training event. 

I barely remember how silly am I during that time, when we were still young and chubby (at the age of 20). She remember much better than I am. She said it was me who keep teasing her when we were in MFU. 

I was invited to the wedding months ago while I still in NZ and to become one of the bridesmaid. She said I must attend this event, because she is getting married to one of our friends that we met there, Emron. After a few years of tease and laughers, they really become husband and wife! 

I managed to come back from NZ in Sep, and then make it to attend her wedding. 

This is me in the Malay costume, Baju Kurung. The last time I wore one should be during the time we were in MFU doing the exhibition for Malaysia Independence Day. 

Indeed, I am really happy for my buddies and glad to see this happy ending. May the loves last forever and ever. 

p/s: My friend, Iznie said I too long no update blog, no WiFi at my current home that's why do not spend time much on social media. I am having good time and enjoying my life back to Malaysia. Working out for my next month hiking trip and eating good food. 

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to All My Friends! 

Sep 25: home coming and last trip before leaving NZ

9 months passed too fast, I m back to Malaysia for good.

Take bus and ferry instead of flying directly- From Tasman Bay Backpackers to Picton, interisland ferry from Picton to Wellington, stop overnight at Wellington then the next evening took overnight bus from Wellington to Auckland (2 hours bus, 3.5 hours ferry and 12 hours bus). From Auckland to Kuala Lumpur should take 11 hours, but due to the insufficient of petrol in Auckland it took extra 4 hours in order to stop at Melbourne to get refuel.

Not totally is for cost saving, but more like I was too lazy to make my way to Nelson airport from the city then go to Auckland airport and transfer to city and back airport to fly back.

And there is also a bit of risky if I take the exact same date to fly from Nelson airport to Auckland then back to Malaysia due to the past experiences of flight/ferry got cancelled due to weather or simply no reason.

Yesterday was a bit out of control. I thought to go to KL to visit my friends, so  drive my way up after lunch and had my SIM card changed. The mobile service told me to wait for 2 hours for my line to be activated. So I thought by the time I reached KL my phone shall be ready for GPS. But count too accurate and then not everything is as planned.

No GPS in KL means I can go no where. So found a mall and decided to enter to steal some WIFI before I gone too far. Inform Sue Anne and we decided to meet there.

After that I decided to go home directly as at least I can follow the signboard to go home. Reach home at 12am (NZ time 5am!). Sleep straight without inform my dearest friends. Sorry for making them worry.

Anyway, good to be home to do cleaning for my stuffs as I left a big mess when come to NZ. More cleaning to be done. But just out for lunch and settle for my mobile phone. - they thought to help me to switch to 4G but my previous one already does that. So it was supposed to be 2 min task to cut my SIM card to nano size.

Phew! Settled. Thanks to that one mistakes I been left out to all the previous group chat. Good for moving forward without keep looking at the past? As all my contacts were also missing.

Chose Wellington as the last stop it was not bad at all! Thanks to the good timing for Spring! Tulips festival at the Botanic Garden, Sunday Market, Wellington Underground Market open on Sun during the World of Wearable Art show (WOW) and visited Wellington Museum. Fully utilized my last day in NZ.


1. Wellington Botanic Garden: I recalled before I come NZ for he flower blooming season in NZ. Sometimes the surprise came without planning!

I was able to witness the Lupine in Feb (season from Oct to Dec) without going to Lake Tekapo at Arrowtown when we go for a small walk after the cherry season ends.

And then this one! LED Tulips were quite famous sometime ago in Malaysia but I never go as for me they were not real. Really excited when I saw the brochure introducing the festival before take the interisland ferry!

2. Wellington Underground Market was there to support the local art, thanks to my full luggage I have to stop buying stuff!

There is one cute stall doing all things in a mini size. And one weird Barbie's hand earrings.

3. Wellington Sunday Market: Eat my breakfast there and feel the wind at the waterfront. Thousands of thoughts passed through my mind for the short time frame.

4. Some designs for the WOW that show cast in different areas (WOW entrance, Art Gallery, and Te Papa Museum).

I did not enter to see the show as it needs to pay.

5. The Wellington Museum- what make me feel interesting was there is a few pieces without knowing the true version of history, so they have make people to vote for the versions.

Only one down side for this trip , the overnight bus need to be upgraded to a more comfort seat! I was expecting a flat seat but end up in the common double deck and surprisingly a lot of people taking it so someone was sitting next to me. Big guy, so less space for me. >.<

So, tell Papa that I am coming home! And I am glad the old man ( my car) survived through the period of 9 months, thanks to the student who stay at my sis house! Old man is still handsome and run smooth from my way going from Melaka to KL and return! Need some service and a clean wash though.

July to Sep: Wet Fish Processing, Work Exchange and Farewell

I was quite surprised for my last 3 months in NZ, I thought I will have no idea how to end my working holiday. But it ended up just perfectly occupied, with all the new experiences and good time.

After the kiwi fruit season, it was already 6 months of me in NZ, there is only 3 months left for me to try it here.

I have thoughts of all different ways: working in a restaurant, work exchange accommodation to keep traveling, and even found a job advertisements looking for Chinese speakers for a wine attendant.

I ended up come to Nelson with my other two roommates for the job interview in a fish company. I was lucky though, they need people to do the process monitor, so I got the job quite early compared to the others waiting for weeks or months after the interview.

Things get easier than the first time work as QC in the cherry packhouse, it only takes 1-2 days for the training and then started the daily routines checking all the fish fillets and mince.

But there comes another challenge, after a month working, my other two friends left Nelson for different interests. I decided to stay as I quite like the people at the job, and I have quite a freedom at work. I can walk around, have my own planning on the task given and help around when I feel needed.

Only that I need to find a new accommodation after leaving our lovely home for a month.

It is when there is door closed up, another one will be open for you. I found a backpackers hostel is looking for work exchange worker and the one highly recommended by the others. My friend ask me to contact them right away before everyone else does.

And then I moved into the hostel before my friends leave the city. It was really cool experience, meeting the 3 woofers, Jade, Zane and Claire, before they leave the hostel. And also their 3-month old baby, the handmade CATAN!

And as soon as they leave, new people come and go, Liz, Ricardo, Megumi, Yu Jung, and Ayska.

Another farewell was with my little baby, the car. It was name after Sofiah as agreed by her, so her name is Che Kiah. Bought her in Apr using the money I earned from the Kiwi Berries. I was quite worry I can't get a good price letting her go but yeah, the lucky stars are always around, from getting the visa, got my first job even before I came to NZ, got the kiwi berries job before the kiwi fruit season, got a good handy car that drove me from the north island to south island, met awesome people along the ways, and sold my car just the right timing after I decided to come back again if I am not able to sell it.

After sold my car, I still have to go to work! I thought of to take bicycle to work but my friends advised not to as the weather is still quite cold and we are working till late night. Lucky me, one friend has offer a ride!

Last Fri, I finally told my supervisor that it will be my last day, all them give me a big hug. Erica, Lisa and Siang.

I never really deal with Erica directly except for the overtime or resignation, but appreciate her not getting mad of me keep changing my last day of work and still give me a big hug and appreciate my work. I will miss the fun with Lisa and Siang, both always tease one another while at work, as one have to make sure all the compliance and another one work on the line. The two parties will be always against each other similar to the previous company that I work for, the target on quality and another one on the yield. With my little corner here, I would like to thank them for all the fun and also opportunities given.

Had enough of time working at the factory this time in NZ, I might be only seeing a little part of it, but trust that it will be more handy when I go back to my work in the future.

And here left my last week in NZ before I go back to my home country, at the end of the trip, I decided not to travel much but just continue doing the work exchange at the backpackers hostel and then take the long journey back to north as my common way in Malaysia (Johor -> Melaka -> Kuala Lumpur --> Penang) and now Nelson to Picton to Wellington and lastly take the flight from Auckland.

 

July 7th: Wine Tasting at Blenheim

One of the wish list in NZ was to have chance work in the winery. But no luck.

I applied a few posts, from laboratory technician to a few other post but no reply. Until recently, I found a Mandarin Speaking Wine Attendant job, but still no luck, it needs people from Aug to next year Feb as their peak season to the tourists come during Spring and Summer.

So, I end up come to Nelson after the kiwi fruit season, as the Hoki Fish season will be just fit my working visa well. The journey to Nelson was a bit of obstacles: our flight got cancelled in Apr, our ferry also got reschedule due to the weather. It make me really feels that I should not come.

But we finally made it, took the ferry at midnight and managed to attend the interview a Sealord, and got offer a job as a Quality Controller.

Huei suggested that we should visit Blenheim for the wine tasting tour before we start working, else we will not have any time to visit during the weekdays. So we made it, the Fri before we started working, after I done my work exchange.

There is a wine trail map that you can grab one at the I-sites and get the relevant information.

We went to only four places for the wine tasting, and my face has turned red after the second one. So we went to stop for lunch for the famous pies.

Lawson Dry Hill -> Wither Hills -> The Burleigh (Pies) ->Villa Maria -> Framingham -> Chocolate Factory

 

Each one we try about four types of wine: Sauvignon Blanc, Pinot Grit, Chardonnay and Pinot Noir.

 

At there, learn a bit about NZ wine and history, and some science about wine: higher alcohol, less sweetness; higher acidity, drier and strong after taste.

I didn't buy any of them during the tour but now I have one bottle of Villa Maria's Sauvignon Blanc at home as it felts warmer after drinking, especially the weather is too cold this few days.

 

Forget to take photo for the Lawson, the wine is really drier compared to the latter one we tired.

 

2nd Stop: Wither Hill, the only one that we paid $5 for the wine tasting session

 

The Burleigh:

 

 

Villa Maria: At Villa Maria, they introduce us a dessert wine, sweetness is 20 times than the normal wine and the alcohol content is slightly lower, called the Noble Riesling.

 

Framingham:

At night, we met up with Echo for dinner before depart back to Nelson. And from talking to the wine attendant at Villa Maria, I realised the reason why I don't get any response from the job application.

One common question asked during the application:
Do you drink? If you answer NO, means they will not look further at your application. XD