Two letter to Jiao wei

Dear Jiao wei,

I have told you, not to cry so easily, You are Big enough, to withstand the pressure, You should be mature enough, to deal with it.

It has been several times you cried in front of your classmates during your secondary and it frighten your friends. So not again please. There is no use, not even anyone will feel pity for you but they will just think that you over reacted.

Take care my dear.

Re:
I am trying myself so hard to control my tears from dropping,
Missing home but cannot go back due to so much of things to be done in here.
Before that is keep thinking about the cultural night, so much to be settle on that time and until I myself try to escape from it.
Now, I thought I can be relieve after the cultural night on the mother's day, kept thinking to call home but ended up i missed it. and tonnes of works, presentations and lab reports almost drives me to crazy but still have to be done.
And for someone which I try to keep in touch with dont wan to reply me any message making me so disappointed.

Seriously I dont like so many things clamp together and thats why I need people cooperate, I dont like to repeat another time when I have clarify it. I dont like the stress. Sincerely.

If crying is the tool of relieving my stress, I hope after this I can be strong again.

Regards.

Penang Marathon

It will be the third time for me to join for marathon for this year. As I never expected also, I will be fall in love to join it again and again.

The first time, I run with my cousin until the end I left her behind.

The second time I run without anyone accompanied. Just follow my speed, my heart.

And this time, I wonder will there be anyone with me. But still I would love to join.

Because I love the challenge that first time when people heard about that I am joining it first time for the half marathon, all say I am crazy.
Because I love the feeling when you achieve it when people told you it is almost impossible for layman like us.
Because I love the the satisfactions when you get the medal and after that the qualification certificates.

And most importantly, what I have seen along the journey.
Not everyone join in the run is as young and energetic as us, but still they try their best to run and get back to the finishing line within the time range.
There is an uncle I met when I almost giving up, his leg got injured already, but he continues his journey. A man come and approach and ask whether need help to call the ambulance, but he said he wanted to complete the journey and get the medal. The man ask why is it so important? The uncle reply, because I wanted to collect it. Haha.. so cute yet so much to be respect and learn from him the spirit right?

There is more uncle and auntie which are older than us and yet their spirit never lost to young man like us. So lessons earned through these journey. And are all to become my spirit for all this long. Never GIVE UP easily.

my first time for marathon =P

That's why, I am here ready for my 3rd time half marathon.

So anyone is interested to join me?! XD


p/s since everyone asking me to reach the full marathon. Hmm, I am start thinking for it for next year already! but see how is it goes lol... hahahahahaha. if with enough time for training.. hmm

This is just a random blog post.

Too much things to do, until I dont know put which one as the priority, I tried my best to balance it but seems that I faced a failure afterall.

This sem, I have make myself busy on joining the Chinese Society Cultural Night. I knew that I will be busy, but do not expected that it can be until such a situation:
I have such a long time never even eat with Elizabeth until got complaint by her.
I have such a long time never go for jogging *my favourite sports in usm due to Elizabeth.. My target to slim her down.. LOL
I have such a long time never go for a sing K session or even just a movie..
I have such a frequent came back late in night *or I shall say early in the morning*

and now, I have a serious headache, not really headache but dont sure is due to the always burning midnight oil, my anemia symptoms again. After sit down long when stand up will feel the world is turning, face the laptop light will feel it is too bright although I have turn it to the darkest. And many more. I know that I need to be control my health already but I just do not have extra time for it. >.<

I know the experience is precious in my Uni life, my 4 years if it only left to study is really not worth for me to enter university. So I wont regrets of joining it.

Gains and losses, I can gain experiences, friendship, learning from others, do those things that I will never do if I din join, hmm.. but I losses my health and have a hard time on my studies. haiz...

Promise to myself, after this sem, i will just focus more on study and of course my health. First year time I have tried to focus on sleeping earlier. Now I will try to balance it between the activities and studies again.

Feel sorry to friends that always try to keep in touch with me but I am in a busy mode. I will spent time for u all too.. Very soon I will enjoy the sweets after the event already! Wait me!!

I will be back to NORMAL soon~~~ for believes, we turn the almost impossible to the possible~~ Its is life, and now i am experiences the sour, the spiciness, and the bitterness. there have been sometimes for the saltiness to come out *my tears T.T* but I believes that we will enjoy the sweet very very SOON!!!

Thanks guys for your understanding and cares. Love you all. For all spiritual and mentally support and of course for the one who giving an helping hand too!!

  Love to look at the sky, to enjoy the nature arts from the GOD. Yesterday night although I am walking alone back to hostel at 230am in the morning, I saw the full moon, it accompany me until I reach my room. XD. just feel so bad that I disturb a couple kissing in the middle of the night.. Oh gosh.. Love is really that crazy until cant you guys date on the daytime?? .. @@.. Faint but must reach my room first.. hahahaha..